Yesterday, I posted about a new life in the family, people always talk about that. But, what they usually don't talk about to often is their death or passing which is just as important. Yesterday, I attended my 3rd family funeral since the first week of May. When I was younger I would attend a funeral and not think much about it after it was over. But, now I'm starting to see a glimmer of a light at the end of my tunnel and it really gets me to thinking about what are they going to say about me someday. Will they say more about me then just the nice things? Will they know that I usually failed everyday in someway in either my relationship with God, my family, or my friends. That no matter what I did I was never good enough!! That somehow in the mist of all the crazy that we call life did someone see Jesus in me even with all my faults?